Relationship

Hey guys, I'm back again. Today I'm going to talk about post-relationship. Post-relationship is the period after you broke up with your boyfriend/ girlfriend. I broke up with him this year June. As I said before, I was struggling, I was having a hard time moving on. I make myself busy to forget about him. It works but during the night, when you are preparing to sleep, he just pop up in your mind again. I always ended up crying myself to sleep. Up till now, I can't deny that I still have feelings for him.

Last Monday, I was spending some personal time with my cell leader. When we were on our way back to the train station, I saw him. We have an eye contract, then he walk off like he didn't know me at all. I was really shocked. Since I've graduated from school, I haven't seen him till recently. My mind went blank, my eyes were wide opened. I didn't know how to react to this kind of situation. After he walked off, I told my cell leader. She was surprised too. I think until now, I still do waver sometimes. However, I believe that God has something greater plans for us. I shall trust in him and let him lead the way.

Few days ago, I've heard from someone that there's a rumor spreading around my classmates saying that I broke up with the guy because I fall for another guy. When I heard it, my heart break. I was upset that people are talking behind my back and I didn't know until now. I was feeling angry,disappointed and unfair. On one hand I want to clear things up and on the other hand I really want to know who is the culprit. I really feel unfair for myself because is not true and how people will look at me now? I told my close friends about it. They really encouraged me a lot. One of them told me to not let all this affect me. Rumors are just speculations and assumptions. I shouldn't let this kind of pathetic things affect me. Especially pathetic people who choose to spread this rumor. HAHA I know this friend of mine is quite straight forward but I like that about her. There is the other one who be there for me when I need her. I went to her house to talk and she prayed for me. We had a heart to heart talk.

I'm really thankful that I have these few wonderful friends. They are also there for me when I needed them and encourage me when I'm feeling down. You know, those friends who acted to be your friends are not worth your tears. I'm really happy how my life is now. Those of you out there, who think that there are no one who cares for you, you are wrong. There is, just that you haven't figure it out yet. God will let you see them someday, just wait patiently. =)

Okay I have to end it here, I have to pack my stuff because my cousin and his family are coming back to Singapore to celebrate early Christmas with us. Thus, we have a family dinner later in the evening. Bye!

Sign off~